alvina andree fu 20feb87 didyaseeme@hotmail.com cjcian - maybe someday we'll understand why the globe spins this way
16 march 2006.
happy birthday keith
(its gotta be your birthday, to be sucha good day)
this one week has been like going thru a hell hole. except this time, there's really heaven at the end of the road.
2 years & 3 months seemed like a never-ending struggle. but its FINALLY over.
i've tried to kill myself 3 times this week. or rather act as if i wanted to. (anyone who knows me well enough will know i have no balls)
anws. - GRINNNNNN
so yes i got blooody whacked yesterday locked in again. got one phone smashed beyong regconition the other "stolen" so im basically uncontable.
okay im delirious at the moment. to cut the long story short. im goin on an anti penis campaign startin today
and hong saga is finally over.
honestly, i never knew what he wanted by keeping me at his beck and call. its not like ill ever love him.
like EVER.
hurhurhur. & yea my house phone socket is dead.
so al has no phone, no money, no nothing. no pride, no integrity or dignity
im gonna have to start from scratch its gonna be hard. but worth it.
i just hoped i realize it sooner. everytime we argue. he takes everything away from me. and somehow i'll think its easier if i stayed on. but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
al is stupid and wrong al lost the guy she loved like fcuk. after keith. but owells he doesnt really care much either. so ... wtf.
