alvina andree fu 20feb87 didyaseeme@hotmail.com cjcian - maybe someday we'll understand why the globe spins this way
woke up today feeling like i had a hang over. just wanna turn my insides out. hais
i've lost my bestfriend. thats for sure.. i've put down all my pride. for nth at all. likk i've told you, relationships are just bullocks. nths for ever.
what a drag. i cant even describe the way i feel. i cant breathe.. easy.
feel so misunderstood. so detached. so.. lost.
the worlds revovling, but i dont know whats goin on.
snap me back to reality.. or is this reality..? ohwells, at least im at a point in my life. where everythings the worsterest. & the only way to go is up. school's starting soon.. at least i'll have sth to occupy my brain with. study study study. one year has came & left. my 17th year.. didnt exist. this year has gotta live twice.
