alvina andree fu 20feb87 didyaseeme@hotmail.com cjcian - maybe someday we'll understand why the globe spins this way
sleep hasnt been on my side lately.
nothing has been on my side lately.
gee.
smile & grit thru the pain.
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a tribute to dream come true
i have had two miracles in my life.
two past miracles.
i guess thats more than one can ask for.
tho the first is more like a distorted miracle.
but nonetheless, i had two totally more than perfect guys.
the second better than the first.
but all things, like fairy tales, come to an end.
someday, somehow. they just do.
for both, i dont know what went wrong.
but both ended somewhat peachy.
i thank God for my pillar of stregth & my soulmate;confidante;mybestfriend
for being in a huge part of my life
and playing such a huge role in that part of my life.
but ditto, all things, like fairy tales, come to an end.
they say "you'll neva get over your first love"
but i disagree.
i say "you'll neva get over the one you love"
and ill neva be able to, regardless of time, space and lifetimes.
an epitome of perfection can just neva be flawed.
it'll withstand anything, absolutely anything.
right foot in, left foot out.
so lets face it.
everythings not peach & cream.
i sworn by being friends foreva. & i still mean it. just that we gotta work really hard if we wanna smoothen these ridges. which i think we'll neva do, sadly.
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now, im hit by my third miracle.
he's not what i expected -him to be.
but he's everything & more for what i cld have asked for.
i like being a taxi ride away, regardless of time & distance.
regardless of school & teachers & nagging parents & what not.
i like it when you make me laugh, uncontrollably.
i like it when you dont complain even when the amount of bruises on you cld add up to a hundred dollars.
i like it when you get green with things/people that dont even matter.
i like it cos you're just you.
and tho we fight everyday.
and you think i nag too much.
and the cab fares reallly ex.
and even meaner t ma maid than i am.
