alvina andree fu 20feb87 didyaseeme@hotmail.com cjcian - maybe someday we'll understand why the globe spins this way
one night of no sleep
can change ya perception of the world.
woah, seriously
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and lately i dont give a shit -
anyhoo.
i bought friends like on monday.
and im only at disc 7.
probs to me man.
ma self discipline to not finish all in one day
has done me proud.
& probs to the huge laughs too
everyone just gets funnier.
bing - gives you the grin
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ahh. 2005.
make it or break it.
im really feeling stronger that air-vEh (ever)
like feel the heat, take the vibe, ride the wave.
yada yada yada
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im think God hates me.
but you know what.
lately i dont give a shite he can hate me for all he wants.
cos im not givin in.
no no no.
*if i cant take human beans.
ill just ask big hairy gaints to eat them.
`people of greece taste of grease.
and i cant remember the rest.
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so anyway,
you'll think im a bad bad catholic by now.
but no, i really cant wait t go back t church.
i try t say the rosary everynight.. with the rosary.
cos ive broken too many in my lifetime.
but yeah, usually to ward off spiritual beans.
longhaired, greenskinned things freak me out.
even the friendly lookin ones freak me out.
so yeah, if you can walk in darkness.
i dont wnana know you. cos if id stay wid u.
ill prob be freaked OUT.
hohoho.
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maybe im just bored.
or maybe
lately i dont give a shite thats why im crapping so so much.
its 3rdfeb today.
i like the date 3rd feb.
3 is a nice number.
just like 13.
and 33.
just thot of a half full monty.
hohos. cos like 3 is almost a half 8.
and 8 just reminds me of two bloomin moons.
so there you go.
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can i say im feeling jaded.
cos im not.
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dont mind ma random-ity.
ill be most probably ranting nonsense to maself.
cos clearly, ma content is too darn weak.
but yea, ive decided to just stop thinking so much.
and head baq t jc, no matter what.
cos i really cant stand a still brain.
and im gonna read til im filled t the brim
and all my friends are so smart.
whats there to be afraid of.
I MISS MA STARFISH.
sigh leang, i cant wait t meet up wid u.
for you t play photo hunt wid me.
and for you to be so darnit stingy.
you're good company nonetheless.
you let me be me.
i miss lil dimi too.
he's so cute & goin to jc.
hohos. and i betcha he's breaking girl's hearts alr.
its inevitable.
he's hot, cute, funny, damn nice, LIKES CHOCS, calls you everytime ya down and is damn rich.
but yarh, he's like antisocial. i dont know why.
then theres ma sonnie.
whom ive been dying to talk to.
but cant.
soo anw, he's been following debswong ard ac.
so i really dont know how bad he hates ac right now.
all my lil friends are growing up.
and i feel really old.
18 in 15 days.
and its gonna be a sad sad 18.
price you pay for livin in social desert for more than 6 months.
price you pay more for telling some pple the real reason youre in social desert.
this world is pathetic.
but lifes like that.
& im like used to it.
blame mua for ma big mouth.
but ive come to terms wid it.
and i guess its not so bad.
every cloud has a silver lining.
just gotta use a biolabviewing thingee x 1000 zoom in.
to see it.
hohoho.
